Ahahaha, you mean the lack of one? ;p

My dad didn’t allow me to date until after freshman year of highschool, but that rule didn’t really matter because I didn’t start dating until I was out of highschool and 18. :p

Let’s see.. first real crush was freshman and part of sophomore year. I was so silly and shy that I only ever talked to him once or twice, even though we had a yearlong class together. xD

Junior year I was led on by a guy in a band who really had a girlfriend, and ended up “heartbroken” for the first time. After that incident I cut my hair short for the first time in years, haha~

Senior year I had a crush on another musician (don’t ever trust them!) (and please nobody take that seriously, I am only  stereotyping based on my vast life experiences). Eventually I had the courage to ask him to the turnabout dance, but was rejected because he had already been asked. He ended up just not going to the dance at all actually.

But all in all, it’s probably a good thing I didn’t end up dating any of them. But it was a lot of drama at the time and kept me busy I guess. ;p