I don’t know what I am to him, or what he is to me. But I’m also in no rush to find out, since honestly I’m not quite clear with myself what I’m looking for right now. I figure I’ll just enjoy getting to know someone new for the time being.

I realize it’s less and less often that I blog personal thoughts for myself. That’s the dilemma when you have a public blog that’s shared with everyone. Sometimes you wonder who may or may not be reading it, and whether you should or shouldn’t post something.

I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m okay with friends and family reading my blog as long as I don’t use it to send hidden messages. By hidden messages I mean using a blog to tell someone something that I should instead tell them in person.

I hate it when people hide behind vague blog posts and confusing facebook statuses in the hopes that one certain person will read it and decode the pointed message (does that make sense?). I’m sure I’ve done this in the past, but I think (hope) I’ve avoided it for awhile now.

So I guess what I’m saying is that I promise to myself I’ll never use my blog to send hidden messages to people who may or may not read my blog. It will be either posts for myself or posts clearly for others, and none of that secret hidden meaning stuff. And if I follow this promise I’m hoping I’ll feel more comfortable with letting myself write out personal thoughts once in awhile. It’s therapeutic to write sometimes. :]